Watched too much looking for solution...?

I'm the guy who thought it was a good idea to type inappropriate things into the search engine when i was merely a 3rd grader ever since third grade ive been watching . Its been about 7 years since ive started. I don't watch it anymore its not like cocaine or anything but i feel like i can really get it up anymore with my girlfriend. I had 0 issues with my ex girlfriend. But with this girl im having a bit of trouble getting it up. I don't know if its because im not attracted to her because i cant tell lol my c0ck is usually floppidy and i dont feel anything down there when im with her. I just dont understand why i got it up with the last girl and now i cant with this one. and yes i have been watching for 7 years my life is ****** probably and i will probably have to be using male enhancement for the rest of my days but i want to find some sort of solution because now that i think about it its actually really depressing and i wish i woulda stopped that little 3rd grader. Maybe hypnosis